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Sand is overrated. It's just a bunch of tiny rocks.
cause blue eyes,
you're the secret i keep.
People used to throw rocks at me because of my clothes. Now they wanna know where I buy them
- Cyndi Lauper -
LIFE CAN BE PERFECT..
For the popular girls who only have to worry about
The nails they break, and the spilt ends that need to be cut.
For the smart girls, who worry about acing they’re math test.
For the preppy girls who only worry about what sweater will match
Their cute Tennis Shoes for Monday.
But in reality, theres one type of girl that life is always difficult for.
The one whos parents argue almost everyday,
the girl whos brother annoys her to the point of tears.
The girl who’s slightly overweight and doesn’t do a thing about it.
The girl who cuts her self because of what the mirror reflects back at her.
Life can be perfect..
..JUST NOT FOR "THE GIRL"
Everybody wake up, it's time to get down.
so far the only thing i regret about high school is that i haven't done half of what i've heard i've done.
Once you enter high school things change, your best friends become bitches. Homework goes in the trash, cell phones are being used in class. Detention becomes suspension, soda becomes beer, gum becomes pot. Bikes become cars. Lollipops become cigarettes. Lip gloss becomes makeup. French kisses become sex. Yeah high school changes everybody.
"You learn more on the nights with a beer in your hand and friends by your side than you ever learned in high school."
Remember that game we used to play when we were kids? | Telephone | and something would be said to one person and by the time it reached the last one it was a completely different story? Welcome to HIGHSCHOOL.
High school.
A place of drama & hatred for freshman.
I walked through the doors & realized,
This isn’t going to be easy.
I looked around & saw so many people,
Most of them older than me.
The upperclassmen girls walked the halls
With pride & intimidation.
I was so lost in this huge school
With so many turns & dead ends.
Class after class,
confusion after confusion.
As I roamed the halls trying to find my way,
I heard many things.
One girl was talking on her cell phone & smoking
Outside of the school.
“Yeah, we’re going to kick her ass for sure, bring everyone you know.”
Conversations carried on among classrooms.
“The last time I got high …”
& That’s when I realized.
I’m not in middle school anymore.
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[2pm on 1/9/06] |
im sick & mad bored. its 2:06. meaning in a minute, the bell rings and the days over. YAAAHOOO.
im definitly going tomorrow. i hate sitting home by myself. well, my moms home. but thats still no fun. lol.
tomorrow, im going tanning so i can be tan for formal. i bought a dress, but i think its not dressy enough so i'm still looking. GAHHHH. jkfdsl;hfsk;fjaskl;fjasd.
p.s-i need a date nucca.
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[2am on 12/29/05] |
sooooooo i decided,
the whole love-hate relationship with food NEEDS to stop.
i just cant do it anymore. im tired of shaking and starving and freezing.
ESPECIALLY when i loose mad weight & put it back on. i was never anorexic, im just a crash dieter. thats probably worse anyway. im gonna enjoy the break,
exersise and stop being such a god damn troubled-child. its gonna be hard
to fix, but i really dont feel like like getting speculations anymore or
it being the only thing on my mind. i think ill be a lot happier if im
healthy and happy with my self. im gonna put together a program that
starts january 1st where i eat healthy and work out. yes-i eat. <- thats
my favorite part.
ahhhhhhhhh yay for getting past things.
p.s its probably not gonna work.
WAY TO GO INTO THIS WITH A POS.
ATTITUDE, DUFUS.
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| 2 days until xmas breakk! |
[6pm on 12/21/05] |
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im maddd excited. first of all, i just need a break. school is NOT very
fun right now. i mean, who wants to go to school with a bunch of
bitches that stare you down everyday? not me.
so i cant wait to just hang out for a week or whatever. today was a
long ass day in school but then i went back to marlees for a little
bit. me, jackie, and marlee played the sims 2. hahaha. its funny
because i remember like 2 years ago i hardly had any friends and during
christmas break the sims was MY LIFE. and idc if you think i was/am a
loser. that game is addicting, g.
allies dinner thing is on friday. it should be fun. we're making maddd
food. your all jealous. ill probably take some pictures and post
them<3
so ummm, after christmas im gonna get money, and you know what im gonna
by with it?
thissss:
- a month of tanning- 25 bucks.
 those. their like 40 bucks or sommethinggg.
thats it, oh, plus i need friends, so uhhh add me<3
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[10am on 12/3/05] |
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gahh i never update. thats gonna change. im gonna make intresting posts and the whole sha-bang. no one uses lj anymore so i guess ill just get friends that i dont know that are lj whores like me? sounds good. so anywayz, yesterday(friday) was pretty fun. allie, brian, jackie, and marlee went to the mall in one car so we could see "just friends". but it turns out that me, katie, max & cody came kinda sorta late so we didnt go to see it. we just romed the mall and shit. it was kinda fun cuz we saw people we know and just walked around with them. idk well i was messing around with a pic of me on photoshop and heres what i came up with:
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ttyl♥
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